Final Words

Not really end of the wk yet, but i guess it's just abt it.........
alot's been going on in the past wk, and i am just so glad im off work.........otherwise things would have been pretty messy...........

the beginning of the wk was a whole muck of feelings...........anger, fear, frustration, sadness........sorrie lah, nuthin happy to feel..........as i once told a friend, i had forgotten how taxing it is to feel so strongly for someone.............yea, but good or bad....i loved every minute of it........it's nice to feel again..........

i felt angry at how certain influences in this world has robbed me of one of the most important persons in my life........i felt frustrated bcos i could only watch hopelessly as she struggles and i cant do nutz.........i felt scared cos i might not always be there if she got hurt.........i felt sad cos these 2 mths has ended...........but im thankful for the memories.......thank you

then again, i guess for now she has to walk on her own..........see how lah, at the end........

the new semester is starting soon.........so, time to frame up the old slate and bring out a new one so life can work its wonders on it again..........

so yea, there's a new season of the bachelor coming up............